Day 9-Thank God for Service to Others

Today was a mountain of service I was grateful for the opportunity to serve others because it kept me away from that gnawing pit in my stomach.  I don't like being alone, period.  Nothing bright and shiny to say just a butt load of gratitude for positive distractions. :) I think getting out of me is the only way for me to become open enough to hear and see my Higher Power.  I had some feelings (AHHHHHHH feelings...) of betrayal today, by some one very dear to me.  I got very emotionally attached to that problem, but I knew well enough to keep my mouth shut.  That was new!!! Those close to me, those that I have allowed in, knew something was wrong but I threw up on them later away from those that could have been harmed by my emoptional outbursts.  Thank God for those people today!! Tomorrow is another day.